Hands of Submission

So, a couple nights ago, I got really, really, really bored. I grabbed the nearest pen, only paying half attention, and started to doodle on my hands. I was deeply involved in a TV show, journaling, Facebooking, and about 3 IM conversations, and the doodling was just something else to be doing. Well. . . . . . . . I looked a little closer once I realized that something wasn't looking quite right. . . . . . . . and the "pen" was actually a permanent marker.

Well, great. There goes my "attention to detail" strike one! Well, I mused. . . . . . . . . . I might as well have fun. A thought came to mind, absolutely out of nowhere. What if. . . . . . . . . I could literally show. . . . . . . a hand of love? This was born.

Well, then I figured. . . . . . . . . . . what if I could add a submission aspect to it? So, this was step two. 

Well, then I thought. . . . . . . . . . . . . Both hands need to be involved! Now, Jess didn't want ANY part of this. She kept telling I was going to end up getting spanked over this. . . . . . . . . that it was a bad idea. Well, I was exploring my artist side, and I wasn't quite ready to stop yet. . . . . . . . . I ended up putting the restraints on myself. If I can take them OFF by myself. . . . . . . . surely I can put them on.

So, I did get them on. . . . . . . . . . . only to think. . . . . . . . What if I had a hand of submission, in addition to my hand of love?! Great idea, no? So. . . . . . . . I took the restraint on my right wrist off, so that I could more aptly complete my hand of submission. I wanted JESSA to write everything out for me. . . . . . . but she still wanted NO PART OF THIS. I figured her right-hand handwriting would be better than my left-hand hand writing. Now, I'm ambidextrous. . . . . . . . . . but still. . . . . . .permanent marker on skin is a little harder to control than pen to paper. I ended up writing everything out WITH MY LEFT HAND, and praying I didn't mis-judge anything too horribly. I didn't get everything spot on, but I didn't butcher it, either. This was the result of my hand of submission. Words such as life, submission, honor, cherish, his, trust, gift, control, and love made up this half.

Back on with the restraints, and this was the final product. It didn't look nearly as great as the picture in my head did, but my hand-writing isn't the best, and my left hand mis-judged spacing quite a bit. :-)