03 April 2010

I'm His

Many of you knew me from a time in my life when I was wild, out-of-control, and a rebel. I would fight the system in any way possible, refused to form ties, and would run at every opportunity. Those of you who have been here for awhile have watched a transformation. . . . . . . . . a transformation of almost magical proportions.

I went from a wary teenager testing every line I could, challenging societal norms at every turn, to settling down and learning to be loved, and learning to trust. It is (I won't say was) a long, hard journey, bolstered and supported by time, commitment, energy, and love.

I'm going through a lifetime of coping skills and defensive behaviors, and challenging them, one by one. Sometimes, I challenge them all (not necessarily solely by choice!) in a single day. . . . . . . . but I'm supported every step of the way.

I'm KYOTKGUY's, and at the end of the day, that's what matters. No matter the battles that were fought, the lessons learned, and the times I've fallen, I'm his. What more needs be said?

2 comments:

  1. Keagen, not a lot, but you say it very well.
    There are few such fulfilling relationships,
    make the most of it dear girl.
    Warm hugs,
    Paul.

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  2. I most definitely am, and will. :-)

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