Yeah, so, I'm growing a lot, both in submission, and as a person. . . . but the issue seems to be that I'm growing in ways that I can't exactly put to words. That, my friends, is not a problem I'm used to having. So, I'll get back with you soon, when I've got some more insightful words.
I will leave you with this. . . . growing is exceptionally painful, for it involves stretching things/people/ideas in ways that aren't used to be stretched. Pain comes in many forms. . . . some physically, some emotionally, some just consternation/frustration at events beyond one's control, for whatever reason. Through the pain, though, much can be learned.
For now, that's all I've got. . . . I'll try to find some more words to let you guys in on the bit of magic in my life that stems from love and a firm hand. Hard to deal with and accept, at times, yes. . . . but I've never been better.
Keagen so glad you've "never been better." We are here ready to read when you can post.
ReplyDeletehugs,
I'm trying to work this out, my friends. I'm feeling things I've never felt, and it's confusing and scary, yet comforting. I do know that I've never been happier. . . . but the growing process I'm going through is a difficult one.
ReplyDeleteKeagen, yes, growing can be painful, but necessary and healthy.
ReplyDeleteI'm still growing mentally and emotionally and sadly a little sideways, LOL.
When I stop I'll die.
It's good to learn that you have never been better.
Warm hugs,
Paul.